Suffice it to say, I've taken quite a break from this blog, and I am sorry about it. Won't mean anything to anyone but me, but I have missed it and known that God was nudging me to come back and continue to write.....but I blatantly disobeyed and didn't. I found excuses and got distracted and just generally have beat around the bush...why I don't know. Fear maybe? Fear of not having anything to say worth posting? Fear of getting it wrong....not being up enough on what's going on in this world...not being savvy enough to keep up with the constant onslaught of information out there....fear of looking stupid, silly, ....weird.
But I just looked back at several of my posts years ago, and giggled through a story about the kids that I had COMPLETELY forgotten about....and I realize.....
I miss this. I miss the creativity. I miss recording these things in my family. I miss this facet of my life.
Who cares if I have no idea what I'm talking about? Who cares if the only person who reads this is me...
I'm not too busy to write. It gives me great joy. It releases something in me...something pent up and longing to get out and have a voice....to reflect on this life and these kids and all that is going on in and around me.
That's all. I am pledging to return to this. All of it.
Thank you God for being relentless.